mh- 

i'm so goddamn lonely and i hate it

mh- 

this is operating on like three different levels

- i havent seen my immediate family in years, i have something booked for august but with the pandemic idk if that is even gonna happen
- havent seen a single friend in real life since november. i dont know people locally. i had plans to see folks in april but they fell through. i dont know when i get to see someone again.

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- craving some kind of sexual touch from someone who actually wants me in that way. like im sorry the wand's fine but i cant just do that for the rest of my life. it is not enough. and communicating that effectively continues to be a challenge.

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idk im just feeling really lost rn and it sucks a whole lot

mh- 

and to be clear i'm not like, looking for answers. there arent a lot of answers. covid broke a lot of things for me, the rest is, i just dont know

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@alli Yep. There's a lot of brokenness all around. **hug**

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