fun to recognize the emotional tailspin happening but not being able to do anything about it; also fun to have it be about things entirely outside my control
i guess it is just too much to ask for events to eventuate at the pace i want them to but it's really, really, really tiring to have to keep *waiting* and i'm just. ugh.
neat, can't sleep, cool cool cool
legit might just go to bed. 7:30? Doesn't matter. Sleep through time when I'd otherwise just be waiting.
Now I wait for the next one.
Got it lmao
this last week or so has been A Week