Alli @alli@fedi.ajl.io

fun to recognize the emotional tailspin happening but not being able to do anything about it; also fun to have it be about things entirely outside my control

i guess it is just too much to ask for events to eventuate at the pace i want them to but it's really, really, really tiring to have to keep *waiting* and i'm just. ugh.

neat, can't sleep, cool cool cool

legit might just go to bed. 7:30? Doesn't matter. Sleep through time when I'd otherwise just be waiting.

I'm getting really frustrated

didn't really want to buy a new heat circulator pump for my boiler but I don't think I have a lot of choice in the matter

love to wake up to the cat staring right into my eyes from like two inches away

hi, cat

I really, really, really want some positive news tomorrow.

It's weird to be eager for weekends to *end*, but here we are.

ugh the last day or so i have just felt a wave of Incorrect and I Don't Like It!!

Sleepy, but working

This bodes well for Friday when I get to work overnight all night.....

Now I wait for the next one.

Got it lmao

Wanna hurry up and be irresponsible, smh.

craving that dopamine hit from a good email

this last week or so has been A Week

i forgot to update my mastodon server ugh

hammering the refresh button on my email aaaaaaaa

my lap is now a timeshare for my cats

an afternoon for naps. since when do i nap?! apparently since now